everytime when i feel really frustrated and moody ill just pick up my stick and whack away at the pitch. it rly helps me to forget everything thats not right in my life. someone once told me i like to run away from problems, preferring to not think about anything rather then mulling over it forever. but then at some stage of life, you realise some things just cant be forgotten.
anw maybe i should turn to some better alternatives besides hockey to get rid of my frustrations cos it aint that easy to find kakis to play with you again.shall not elaborate, hope things get better. the nats coach scolded me last trng cos i told him that i had the waseda trip and it clashes with the hockey comp (
even if he chose me anyway). he stared at me with his cool blue eyes i was damn afraid, then asked me to choose one. of course i chose the japan trip? its not that i dont like hockey, gg to japan w the school seems a much better alternative than playing hockey with qt unknown strangers even if it was for the nation. then he just said thanks for me for coming down for the trngs and asked me what i wanted him to say. i just walked off then.
nvm lets heck about all this alr, run away!